Sad girl avatar black and white, cold. Have you ever thought about why I'm so sensible

Many emotions cannot reach the end, and they separate halfway through. Although this is something we don't want to face, it is something we have to accept. Emotions are like this, it's difficult to stick to one thing. Many people say that I am very sensible and obedient, but only in my heart do I understand why I am like this. The injuries I have suffered, the tears I have shed, the loneliness and sadness of a pitch black night, cannot be empathetic.